We have crosshairs!!

Finally, we have indication that I ovulated. It was on CD 27 which is 10 days later that usual. I guess thats about right with the loss and all. Just seemed like forever waiting for it. My temps would tease me then fall again. Grrr We have been trying this month so hopefully there will be no period =) But, if there is, thats ok too. I am using progesterone cream just in case there could be something to help stick!

We went to the birth center on the 17th and met with Hope. It was great. I am even more sure now that I want to go there. She was so kind and reassuring. They will see me immediately when I get PG next time b/c of a history of loss. That makes me feel great! They are also moving to a new office which will be big and beautiful. I am really excited about it. Jeremy was too which took me off guard. I thought he would think it was weird foo-foo stuff but he really got that it was more about the experience than about a medical procedure. I am excited to get him talking to Brian and Nancy about their experience with Bradly. I just felt such calmness walking out of there. I know a hospital is not the first choice for me. Obviously if there is something wrong or I turn high risk, it will have to be that way but I am glad to have the option to start with.

Kristin is Pregnant!!

"Two lines means pregnant, right?" That was the text I got =) I am so excited for her and Adam. She was so worried that it would take a long time but I knew it wouldnt. She is being strong and not telling for a while so mums the word. No one knows about this blog except her and Emily so I think Im ok.

YAY!!!

Happy Anniversary!

This weekend we had mom, Cheryl, Donnie, MeeMaw and TeePaw in town to celebrate 3 years. Of course we planned to have good news to share but whatever. We had a great time catching up and all.

We are back to trying though I will admit Im scared to get PG again. I cant keep going through this. Jeremy admits to being scared to be excited next time too. That makes me sad. I want him to be excited no matter what. But, that just his way of dealing with it and I know he will be fine when the time comes.

Confirmed

The blood work came back very much not pregnant. No shock there. I guess that means we can keep trying though once the bleeding stops since I wont need any further surgeries.

What a shitty day.